Ayaire is really pulling for me to move to southeast. I want to be in Alaska and am not sure how long I want to live in Unalakleet. The last time I lived in Anchorage it was an amazing and yet disastrous time in my life. I don't think it'd be the best environment for me. The road system would be fair nice, but Juneau has possibilities. I have Ayaire and I've met a ton of her friends, so I wouldn't be lonely. There's a master's program at the university where I could get my teaching degree. It would take a year and some summer classes. Not too shabby. My old music teacher is here and was singing praises about the program. There's also another factor but I don't care to mention that other than it's a factor. Huh. So there is potential, I just don't know what I'm doing or what I want to do. Or what I should do. I'm so freaking clueless right now. I'm not the biggest fan of it.
Anyways... I'm visiting Ayaire in Juneau right now and so far it's been a marvelous visit. My first day here, Thursday, was my favorite by far. Friday, was a good follow up with a book store, thrift store, and quality Ayaire time. Today I was able to catch up with Mr. Patrick Murphy, my music teacher from high school. It was freaking sweet to see him. Teacher's are such an incredible part of life and I'm so lucky to have them as friends in my life, from both high school and college. Tomorrow is brunch for Christina's birthday/Valentine's Day and a bunch of other things on Ayaire's itinerary (yes she has one for my visit, she's adorable).
We'll see what comes my way at home, job wise and such, and I'll probably consider southeast. I just wish I could see where I am/should be in 5 years from now and know what steps I need to take in order to get there. I'm slightly terrified and enthralled at the unknown.
