52 Lists: List the things that feel like home

Why did I stay up till two in the morning. Again. For the third time in 3 days. Two nights ago I blame my homework. Yesterday I blame my stupidity. I was on a roll with it.

See? Evidence.

I didn't need any stitches by my damn thumb would not stop bleeding. I didn't really have adequate bandages either so after an hour of bleeding all over myself I paid a quick visit to the clinic. The sadistic nurse cleaned out my cut. Twice. Holy crap did that HURT. It made me shudder to think about it. I swear she sprayed saltwater into my cut. But at least I know it's clean, and with the water situation being what it is, I'm okay with that.

As if that wasn't traumatic enough. My neighbor, my glorious, amazing neighbor, put in a fresh water tank to pump water into his boiler so we could have a limited amount of hot water. I put a baggie over my thumb and duct taped the crap out of it and then turned on the shower. THERE WAS HOT WATER. I jumped in and then soon learned that it fluctuated from freezing cold, and I do mean freezing (the water being pumped from the river is right around freezing which is why everyone's systems keep freezing) to being scalding hot. I have one of those little shower cubicle things. So about every minute I was slamming into the wall trying to get out of the water stream during the extremes. I must have looked and sounded ridiculous. But folks, I was able to shower. And that is a glorious, glorious thing.

That is home to me right now. Unalakleet is still struggling with the water situation. Thankfully so many organizations and individuals have pooled their efforts and we haven't lost the system. I think it's still at considerable risk though. Moore's list this week was things that feel like home. While this isn't the norm for Unalakleet, it's still a part of the... charm? challenge? of living here.

Beaded Box

These pictures remind me that I have another one of these boxes started somewhere in the piles of unfinished crafts that I have all over. I'm pretty sure I sold this to someone at a craft fair. These are some of my favorite colors. The pattern for this little box can be found in here.

52 Lists: List your essentials

I wrote this list on Tuesday. A lot has happened since then. I've traveled to and from Nome, presented at a conference, started planning a trip to Montana, and Unalakleet has declared a state of emergency regarding water, well in this case, the lack thereof.

Something happened to the pumps or the line from Powers Creek. This wasn't noticed until the tank had 6 feet in it. Unalakleet is supposed to start conserving at 10 feet. Whoops. Then I think people thought it would be fixed and taken care of pretty fast. Conservation really didn't happen and before long the tank was drained. Nothing in it.

The temperature dropped. No water was going into the system so on Saturday morning a meeting was called and everyone pitched in and Unalakleet got a pump into the river and brackish water into the lines. Unalakleet learned a little from the last time the line broke, everyone turned off the intake in their water heaters and water is being pumped directly into the system, not into the tank. I have never been so happy to flush a toilet.

We're still hauling drinking water. But things are looking up. Not everyone's water pipes froze, and they're going around and thawing the frozen lines. No ground lines froze. Phewf. THAT was the huge worry. Needless to say an essential that I was overlooking and should have written on this list: water. Running water preferably.

Rambing about trapping and work

Trapping season is almost over for me. For most critters the end of the season is April 15th. You can still trap beaver (and muskrats) up through June, but I have so much travel coming up that I'm going to pretty much miss the end of the season. Which blows but at the same time I think the travel is much needed.

Mink I caught and skinned while Gregg was gone.

I need some space and time away from work. I stepped into the General Manager position to help out the organization that I work for. My intent on stepping into the position was that it was going to be a temporary deal. However, I feel as though I was bullied into considering applying for the position. And I did seriously consider it. In the end I know that it's not me. It hurts me emotionally and mentally to deal with people that much. Mentally, I was prepared to fight fires and handle neglected paperwork. I was not prepared to manage people. After being in this position for 3 months, I realize that I am not meant for it.

Lynx and a mink

Back to trapping. From March 2nd through March 15th my trapping partner was traveling. Previous to this two weeks I had run the line by myself on occasion. He'd been running lines solo for years before he started teaching me. When we're both here in Unalakleet, we both go, we both love to trap. This season I knew I would have to step back from being on the line because of work (I stepped up to skinning after work). Last season I was able to finish my work in 6 hours. I worked through lunch, and took off to trap in the afternoon. Not so this year. I committed to an 8 to 5 day. Miserable.

Meet Penny, the neediest dog on the planet.

So when he was traveling, I was working a full time job and running the line by myself after work. I also volunteered to take care of his really need little dog and another friend's dog, who incidentally enough lived about 2 miles out of town. Now 2 miles isn't far but when you've gone 30 miles on a trap line on a rough trail, 2 extra miles to let a dog out is a long ways. Whine, whine, I know my life is so tough.

On the way back from Egavik. Mom always worries about me most when I head north.

That all being said, those two weeks on the line all by lonesome made me so proud of myself. Last year I remember saying, "I don't think I'll ever be able to run a line by myself." Now I know with certainty that I can run a line by myself. Sure I made mistakes, some really stupid ones like sticking my left hand in a set 330 conibear, but I did it. Not many young men in my village can say that, let alone any other young woman.

Fur bears

These are the little bears that I sew with fur scraps and little critters. I believe they're traditionally made with seal skin. My mom has a seal skin bear, but I thought that other fur would be interesting to try. I'm made them with mink, beaver, rabbit, and nutria. I'm going to try them with lynx, ermine, marten, and otter. The mink by far is my favorite.

Mink

Mink

 

Rabbit and Beaver

Each bear ends up having it's own personality because that's just the nature of the fur. Every bear that I've made out of beaver looks so different from each other. I love seeing them take shape and using up scraps that can't be used for any big projects.

The alphabet

I was stalking and came across this. So here's my alphabet.

A – ADVOCATE FOR: Recycling
B – BEST FEATURE: My left pinky
C – COULD DO WITHOUT: The price of gas
D – DREAMS & DESIRES: To find my passion
E – ESSENTIAL ITEMS: Gun, wide open space
F – FAVORITE PAST TIME: Trapping then skin sewing
G – GOOD AT: Craft work
H – HAVE NEVER TRIED: Bungee jumping
I – IF I HAD A MILLION DOLLARS: I'd buy my mom a better house
J – JUNKIE FOR: Pink camo and underarmour
K – KINDRED SPIRIT: My mom
L – LITTLE KNOWN FACT: I'm not as tough as I look
M – MEMORABLE MOMENT: Catching my first critter. Solo.
N – NEVER AGAIN WILL I: Struggle with this letter in the alphabet
O – OCCASIONAL INDULGENCE: Homemade sushi
Q – QUOTE: “You're so f*@#!% hot and I want to do naughty things to you." - Morgan DB-L
R – REASON TO SMILE: It's Friday
S – SORRY ABOUT: Wanting attention
T – TAG SOME FRIENDS: No
U – UNINTERESTED IN: Sports
V – VERY SCARED OF: Failing
W – WORST HABIT: I have several. Lets go with gluttony
X – X MARKS MY IDEAL VACATION SPOT: Right now? Jamaica, because that's where I'm going.
Y – YUMMIEST DESSERT: Bullets dessert
Z – ZODIAC SIGN: Aries

52 Lists: List the ways you can cleanse for spring

Spring cleaning. I typed that and all I felt was overwhelmed. I think I need to take my own advice and learn how to say no. I truly do hate disappointing the people that I care about though. And that's who I usually end up saying yes to. And wow did I get side tracked really fast.

With this list, I tried to write stuff down that I could accomplish within a reasonable amount of time. And it's all stuff that will make me feel good or better than my mental state has been of late. I love the feeling of accomplishment. Moorea made little circles next to the items on her list so she could x them out. I'm more of a check mark gal so I made little boxes. :)